I'm a Christian. I'm also a sufferer
from a long term mental illness. I can remember one day, many years
ago, when my depression was unusually bad; I was walking through the
Central Business District in Canberra when I was approached by a
fellow who mentioned that I looked like I was unhappy. He went on to
tell me that he was a pastor at a certain church. I won't name the
church, but the senior pastor (presumably this guy's boss) was, at
the time, a fairly well known name in Canberra’s evangelical
community.
The gentleman told me that he could see
I looked unhappy and assured me that, if I would simply embrace
Jesus, he'd take away my depression, just like that. I didn't
particularly feel like discussing theology at the time so I just
smiled politely, thanked him, took a leaflet from him and went off to
get some lunch. (If my memory serves, the lunch cheered me up
considerably.)
I thought about this today, for the
first time in a while, while watching the most recent episode of the
T.V. Show The Atheist
Experience. You can find the episode here.
At approximately the twelve and a half minute mark of the episode,
they receive a call from a gentleman who identifies himself as an
atheist and as suffering from long term depression. As he tells it,
various Christian friends and family who knew he was an atheist
before this and never made any particular effort to convert him have
suddenly started using is depression as a way to tell him that he
needs God and blaming his depression on his atheism.
Now, obviously, I have to offer a caveat here that I haven't heard
what his friends actually said to him and don't know their side of
the story. Having said that, if they really have been blaming his
depression on his atheism or suggesting that embracing Christianity
will make it all go away then they need to wake up and discover
reality. Christians suffer from mental illness, Christians get
depressed.
I'd love to say that the behaviour of this gentleman's friends was an
isolated incident, but I think we all know I'd be lying. I've met too
many Christians who seem to think in this way. I also wish, as a
Catholic, I could say that this sort of stupidity was confined to
evangelical protestantism. Sadly, while thinking of this nature seems
to jibe well with the prosperity gospel embraced by a certain for of
evangelical, we Catholics are not immune it. I can well remember a
Catholic telling me that they couldn't understand how any Catholic
could be depressed because we are called to rejoice in the Lord.
I should also add, while I don't know exactly what his friends have
and have not said to him in the past but, if he is accurate in saying
that his friends never tried to evangelise him until the issues with
his depression arose then the co-host of the show was probably fairly
accurate in describing them as opportunistic (word I won't say.)
Word to the wise, my fellow Christians, embracing Jesus does not
grant you automatic immunity from all of the crap that comes with
being human. To suggest that it does makes us look like idiots. It
also makes us look like jerks.
p.s. On a semi-related note, my friend Karl Hand recently had a post on unhelpful ways to evangelise. While I'm not sure if I agree with
everything Karl says, I defiantly think he raises some points worth
pondering.
I have to admit, that in my recent struggles with depression, occasionally a small doubt will whisper in my ear that if I would simply re-embrace my christian past, my depression would disappear. Guess that's not going to work. ;)
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